not the only kind that others find I've got half a mind I've got a mind With fishing line To shut down the whole system at the spine it's only a stab
You've left me with nothing left but questions You left me here not knowing who I am You've left me so much fucking time to hate you You left me with
what I deserved Well, I must not be too smart If I can't fix what I let fall apart But standin' there listenin' Was like bein' stabbed in the heart Yeah, stabbed
You like to stand on the other side Point and laugh so self-satisfied Lines drawn so plain and clear to you So plain and clear they distort your view
place is fine Sittin' still so you won't kill the rain goin' down to psycho town in the rain Lookin' out that window for my old mind You cannot stab
My angel, my reluctant whore Decided she can take no more So let's fuck until we fall asleep Please don't wake me, when you leave Just kiss me before
So much of me is you, I don't know just who I am Now I just can't believe in myself or in anything And this is what you take from me And this is what
Everywhere I go, I see your face Every sound I hear is the sound of your voice Why are you haunting me? Why are you haunting me? Why can't I let you go
I only see myself reflected in your eyes So all that I believe I am essentially are lies And everything I've hoped to be or ever thought I was Died with
Lost is all, I will be You are all, I will be Wasted broken Promise silent Lies
Your soul a pit of stone The depths I wish I could have known Dangerous, black and full of spite Thoughts of you fill my night But now we lay naked on
Six o'clock in the morning, my head is ready to explode I can't believe I made it home alive I don't remember where I went or what I was drinking And
She's been here so many times before She can't remember when she last felt anything at all But this fear and anger She stares intently at the door Listens
I'm such an asshole, God I'm such a stain I just keep fucking up again and again I don't believe, I don't believe That I could be so stupid and so naive
I know, I should have told you I was so afraid you'd leave And now there's nothing left to say Well, nothing that you'd believe I never meant to hurt
Some nights I feel like I have died Or something deep inside is dying I try to understand my crimes There's nothing here that really matters I don't
I'm feeling that weight of the world And it's crushing me I'm feeling the weight of everyday life And it's crushing me How much more will it take? How
Every time I think of you I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue It's no problem of mine, it's a problem I find Living a life that I can't leave