Was it always like this? Finding new ways to clench my fist. It doesn't take a genius to prove I take swings at the things that remind me of my youth
Those traditions Those ambitions They are yours They are not mine I don't have any visions And I can't tell you my position I'm not trying to reach the
I couldn't tell you what I was thinking God only knows You've got me stumbling over myself Feeling so low Don't tell me about love you only love yourself
I blame you most of all for this, The songs I sing, The loves I missed, The words you spoke The heart you broke, Tthe sleepless nights where I can'
Martyr without a cause, stripped of all my pride. The same pride they won't let me lay down and die. Alone exposed to the bone, stripped of all my skin
In my defense I've only ever lied in self-defense, In a sense I've only ever lost my Innocence, I'm coming clean.
Twenty one years getting older, Cashing in chips on my shoulder, Ice age coming warm heart turned cold, You're killing me or so I'm told, Memories
Lost in an illusion, you're not the same as me. So hollow but are followed, endlessly and lovingly. Endlessly and lovingly, I have nothing to prove.
We find our faith in the damndest place, The thin line between love and hate, Sold it all for a shot of hope, So you can't feel but you can cope,
If I should ever fall from grace Just let me fall right on my face Turn around and walk away My soul just aint worth the save You're wasting your time
They're all coming back again The same faces that turned their backs Are now letting me back in (How quickly) the tides change (How quickly) they remember
I hope the pain opens up your eyes Cause what you can't see you can't feel It's time to put aside our difference It's time to heal You've gotta open up
There is no line to be drawn, when I just turn my back and withdraw. Silently defy. You're so sad, you write your own version of my life. My tongue'
I see no new day rising. I've been living in darkness for so long. The storm marches through the horizon coming to take me on. Isolation has clipped my
My mask is Slow fading I'm quietly Coming into my own Time can be, Can be so draining Like a cut that won't heal and goes straight to the bone I refuse
Going through the motions (Can't turn back time I've lost all devotion (I've had inside) Like anyone I've learned to play (Like I'm blind) I've learned
In my life there's no truth, there's just mountains of lies. Search for identity, but wear a disguise. I run and I run and I run and I run and I hide.
My ego has been bruised, Havent you heard the news? Used my last excuse, now I'm falling. Just cant see through my lies, See the ghost behind my eyes
