It sheltered from nothing but the weather I called it home for a moment of my life This place I see just doesn?t look familiar I wonder if it looks the
I light another cigarette Stop to think about it Come to no conclusions Take each step as it comes Hold no prisioners except myself Painful thoughts
The thoughts from my mind Command my lips, say, "I hate you" The thoughts from my mind Command my hands to cut your silken flesh The thoughts from my
I walk alone, I am alone I think alone, I'll die alone Don't think I can make it on my own I think I need someone to save me Such is life, so sad but
You?re my world, the shelter from the rain You?re the pills that take away my pain You?re the light that helps me find my way You?re the words when I
What the fuck's the purpose I didn't scratch the surface Immune to what you're saying All along decaying Can't see through the fire Darkness lone desire
This dark room, another cigarette The carpet strewn, I'm getting sick of it The end is near, I'm in the thick of it And I'll be there soon if you can
*NOTHING LEFT TO SAY* Talk to me You never talk to me Do we suffer from Social atrophy? When the conversations over When the conversations over We've
Watch me suffer, you'll feel better Stick the needle in my vein Lost my feelings with my dealings Thoughts of only you remain Fuck, fuck, fuck Rip and
Trust In me can't trust I know, I don't believe it All my life so scarred What for, you can't conceive it Everything you fear I'll be, you couldn't live
Which way do I go? Pain, I swallow I cannot keep it down Hate, I swallow I cannot keep it down Down You, I hate you, I cannot keep you down You, I'
I force myself through another day Can?t explain the way today just fell apart like everything Right in my face and I try to be the one I can't accept
I don't give a fuck about all of your problems I could give a rats ass how your feeling today Take your wordily advice and shove it straight up your ass
You take away I feel the same You take away I feel the same All the promises you made to me you made in vain I lost myself inside your tainted smile again
The walls around me caving in Cracked and gray Remind me of myself, I need some help There's no one else I'm empty, addicted Pissed off and still afraid
She sits alone again and tries her best not to pretend That all she used to live for was the love that wasn't there And every time she needs to do the
Twisted, turning, crashing, burning All this just to break me down You don't know me, you don't see me You don't know me because I don't care But I'm
I'm kinda numb It's so distorted You left me here with this damage that you've caused My tortured faces I've fucked up places In my memories none of them