Låttexter: Tech N9ne. Killer. Happy Ending.
Hmm, I don?t even wanna fucking do this song for real
But I wouldn?t be real if I didn?t
I be sitting by myself and I be thinking, mama what have I become
All I wanted was a family but I when I look I be the only one
Losing everything but money, everybody left
And I don?t even get to see my young
Only happiness I get is in the studio
When I get to do another run
On the road, doing shows, get the woes when it slows
Getting cold, getting owed, but the flows getting sowed
I been doing this a minute, but I think I want to end it
?Cuz I think I?m on a higher level when I go
But the music I be doing it, be losing it
I'mma make it really tough for me to grow
All I wanted was a family portrait
See my baby?s on a ranch with horses
But I was fucking devil bitches in corsets
I was never really good, then I torched it
I?m sorry Mrs. Jackson I?m speaking for real
And I never meant to make your daughter cry
But I guess I?m a failure with women
I?m lost and I feel like I oughta die
Feel like it, I?m rotting away, my life is jus? off in the gray
How much does it cost? I will pay to lay and be off in a coffin today
I mean off in ashes, this life and after it clashes, if I get blasted
This is suicide letters all over again, I thought that I passed it
But I guess that I didn?t ?cuz this one is written
And there is no mending
But I broke, I'mma a joke when I croak
I jus? hope that I won?t be descending
But this ain?t a joke, I want you to know
That Tech Nina is never pretending
Alone in my bed with a gun to my head
Asking, where is my happy ending? Yeah
Tell me who it is?
What about me?
Where is my happy ending?
What about me?
Is this a life worth living?
You know how it begins
But how does it end for me?
Will I ever live?
Or does He have it in for me?
Will this pop before I stop breathing?
Is there light in this dark I?m seeing?
Yeah, I put my life in this music, Nina is inside out
I set my heart out for people, they know what the inside ?bout
Will they keep feeling Nina forever this? I doubt
Can never cry for help so if you listening this my shout
I?m searching for the passageway to happiness
But I?m worldly so I have to lay in nastiness
Yes this a strange year, worldwide fame?s near
But the game's queer, sometime I feel like I?m rudolph the reindeer
But instead of a red nose, I stay in my red clothes
And the music, they said blows is on the top and the cred grows
Can you resurrect a mothafucka that feel like he possess a dead soul?
Deteriorates when inferior state, almost equal to bread mold?
Now as my head goes, wish I could shed those
Because all of the times the Nina was shorted when I bled froze
So now that I?m cold blooded and hella sick
Is what the med shows, the tred slows
And don?t even think you reviving a dead rose, yeah
Tell me who it is?
What about me?
Where is my happy ending?
What about me?
Is this a life worth living?
You know how it begins
But how does it end for me?
Will I ever live?
Or does he have it in for me?
Will this pop before I stop breathing?
Is there light in this dark I?m seeing?
Listen, I?m on the verge of insanity but I?m competent
I?m breaking, so I picked this one to vent
The reason I look away when you talk to me
My brain is producing evilness, I?m drowning in 151 and rum I meant
That?s how I feel
I sit in the mirror with this gun and practice how to kill
But I know damn well that the people like me
Really wanna know how to chill
This is life is ?bout it, check ?bout it
[Incomprehensible]
Think of all the love I lost
Because my quest is not a meal
I feel like you, stupid, don?t talk to me I?m cracking up
I don?t mean laughter, I?m full of bitterness and it?s backing up
And I live with angels but lately demons been shacking up
Tug of war with my spirits, see the blood I?m hacking up
I love my kids and my fans, inside I sob harder
?Cuz you paid the price for my life and it?s right like Bob Barker
And I won?t pretend that it?s okay, I?m no facade starter
So I guess my only happy ending is at a massage parlor, yeaa
Tell me who it is?
What about me?
Where is my happy ending?
What about me?
Is this a life worth living?
You know how it begins
But how does it end for me?
Will I ever live?
Or does he have it in for me?
Will this pop before I stop breathing?
Is there light in this dark I?m seeing?
But I wouldn?t be real if I didn?t
I be sitting by myself and I be thinking, mama what have I become
All I wanted was a family but I when I look I be the only one
Losing everything but money, everybody left
And I don?t even get to see my young
Only happiness I get is in the studio
When I get to do another run
On the road, doing shows, get the woes when it slows
Getting cold, getting owed, but the flows getting sowed
I been doing this a minute, but I think I want to end it
?Cuz I think I?m on a higher level when I go
But the music I be doing it, be losing it
I'mma make it really tough for me to grow
All I wanted was a family portrait
See my baby?s on a ranch with horses
But I was fucking devil bitches in corsets
I was never really good, then I torched it
I?m sorry Mrs. Jackson I?m speaking for real
And I never meant to make your daughter cry
But I guess I?m a failure with women
I?m lost and I feel like I oughta die
Feel like it, I?m rotting away, my life is jus? off in the gray
How much does it cost? I will pay to lay and be off in a coffin today
I mean off in ashes, this life and after it clashes, if I get blasted
This is suicide letters all over again, I thought that I passed it
But I guess that I didn?t ?cuz this one is written
And there is no mending
But I broke, I'mma a joke when I croak
I jus? hope that I won?t be descending
But this ain?t a joke, I want you to know
That Tech Nina is never pretending
Alone in my bed with a gun to my head
Asking, where is my happy ending? Yeah
Tell me who it is?
What about me?
Where is my happy ending?
What about me?
Is this a life worth living?
You know how it begins
But how does it end for me?
Will I ever live?
Or does He have it in for me?
Will this pop before I stop breathing?
Is there light in this dark I?m seeing?
Yeah, I put my life in this music, Nina is inside out
I set my heart out for people, they know what the inside ?bout
Will they keep feeling Nina forever this? I doubt
Can never cry for help so if you listening this my shout
I?m searching for the passageway to happiness
But I?m worldly so I have to lay in nastiness
Yes this a strange year, worldwide fame?s near
But the game's queer, sometime I feel like I?m rudolph the reindeer
But instead of a red nose, I stay in my red clothes
And the music, they said blows is on the top and the cred grows
Can you resurrect a mothafucka that feel like he possess a dead soul?
Deteriorates when inferior state, almost equal to bread mold?
Now as my head goes, wish I could shed those
Because all of the times the Nina was shorted when I bled froze
So now that I?m cold blooded and hella sick
Is what the med shows, the tred slows
And don?t even think you reviving a dead rose, yeah
Tell me who it is?
What about me?
Where is my happy ending?
What about me?
Is this a life worth living?
You know how it begins
But how does it end for me?
Will I ever live?
Or does he have it in for me?
Will this pop before I stop breathing?
Is there light in this dark I?m seeing?
Listen, I?m on the verge of insanity but I?m competent
I?m breaking, so I picked this one to vent
The reason I look away when you talk to me
My brain is producing evilness, I?m drowning in 151 and rum I meant
That?s how I feel
I sit in the mirror with this gun and practice how to kill
But I know damn well that the people like me
Really wanna know how to chill
This is life is ?bout it, check ?bout it
[Incomprehensible]
Think of all the love I lost
Because my quest is not a meal
I feel like you, stupid, don?t talk to me I?m cracking up
I don?t mean laughter, I?m full of bitterness and it?s backing up
And I live with angels but lately demons been shacking up
Tug of war with my spirits, see the blood I?m hacking up
I love my kids and my fans, inside I sob harder
?Cuz you paid the price for my life and it?s right like Bob Barker
And I won?t pretend that it?s okay, I?m no facade starter
So I guess my only happy ending is at a massage parlor, yeaa
Tell me who it is?
What about me?
Where is my happy ending?
What about me?
Is this a life worth living?
You know how it begins
But how does it end for me?
Will I ever live?
Or does he have it in for me?
Will this pop before I stop breathing?
Is there light in this dark I?m seeing?
Killer
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